Seven Weeks Out

I can not believe I am seven weeks from leaving.
The scheduled date is April the 19th.
With feelings of excitement, anxiousness, anticipation, and nervousness I feel the Lord's presence.
With all the thoughts racing through my mind: I'm leaving a good ministry job, what will happen when I get there, and can I do this. The Lord asked me through a song, do I love Him more than life?
My answer is yes.